a purposeful example

It's quiet. It's early. The cat and dog are curled up happily nearby. My children are still tucked in warm upstairs. It's just me, the sound of the pecking keys and the purr of the furnace. It's Monday morning. Soon the day will start, the week will start and tomorrow a new month will start. There will be bills to be payed, housework to do, and phone calls to make. But for now, I will rest.

'And God blessed them. And God said to them,

"Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth

and subdue it and have dominion over 

the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens

and over every living thing that moves on earth."

And God said,

"Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed

that is on the face of all the earth,

and every tree that with seed in its fruit.

And to every beast of the earth and to every bird 

of the heavens and to everything that creeps

on the earth, everything that has the breath of life,

I have given every green plant for food."

And it was so. 

And God saw everything He had made, and behold it was very good. And that was evening and there was morning, the sixth day.

The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden to work it and keep it.'

Genesis 1:28-31, 2:15

As much as we love it or hate it, God created us to work. Before that however, God created us for Himself and His glory. In the middle of Genesis 2, you will find God giving Adam and Eve, the first man and woman, their work assignment. As we set about our work as God has gifted us and equipped us to do, we honor and glorify Him. As you read through Genesis 1 and 2, I think it is really important to see that first, God is a God of order and purpose. He is very intentional in His actions and His method by which He created all that is. Each of the six days of creation, God had a specific task at hand and when it was finished, He stepped back, assessed it and called it good. As we set about our week, it is important to be intentional. There lie ahead of us a multitude of tasks to be sure. While this can be overwhelming, it can bring peace and clarity when we step back and look at the example that the very Creator set forth for us to follow.

God took it one day at a time, one task at a time. Did He have to do this? Certainly not. He is God and has no limits. He is not confined to a human mind, human body or the plague of time the same way we are. And yet, in spite of this, He still took performed Creation one day at a time. Jesus Christ Himself said as is recorded in the book of Matthew chapter 6, "therefore, do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." (v 34). Someone once said,  'Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a present.' We are only guaranteed this moment. While planning and plodding for the future has their place, it is important to remember God's example as well as His command about anxiety. One day and one task at a time.

When a day and task was complete, He took time to step back, assess it and call it good. It is important that we take joy in the work of our hands. The God given talents and abilities to set about a task and complete it is truly magnificent, and we are called to take joy in that. By doing so and recognizing that every ability and gift is from above (James 1:17) we glorify Him and find our ultimate fulfillment.

'Thus the heavens and the earth were finished.

and all the host with them.

And on the seventh day God finished His work that He had done,

and He rested on the seventh day from all His work that He had done.

So God blessed the seventh day and made it holy,

because on it, 

God rested from all his work that he had done in creation.'

Genesis 2:1-3

Finally, God rested. Again, did He need to rest? No. The Bible says that God does not grow weary, He will neither slumber nor sleep (Psalm 121:4, Isaiah 40:28). Then why did God take the time to rest? To set forth an example. We have a God complex. From the beginning of time and creation, you see humanity wrestling with this. Take a look at Adam and Eve and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Why did they eat the fruit? To be like God--to BE God. (Genesis 3:4-6). Since the beginning of time, we wrestle with and despise our limitations. While much good has come from this, it is important to remember that God has given limitations so we will depend on Him and follow His instruction for our lives. My children have a little 50cc 4 Wheeler. It is a model from the 80's and is a 2 stroke--which means it is capable of high speeds. (It was manufactured before the big push for helmets, airbags or car seats...you know, when we were kids ;) My husband created a throttle stop for it so when the kids are on it, it is only capable of going a safe speed. He didn't do this because he hates them or wants to deprive them of anything, just the opposite in fact. He did this because as an adult, he is aware of their ignorance and knows that they can not safely handle the high speeds even though they think they can. God has dealt with us in the same way. He has put forth limitations for us, to preserve us, to protect us and create within us a hunger to know Him and rely on Him.

Rest is something I struggle with. Growing up, my mother struggled with depression and she slept a lot. To this day, I will not take a nap unless I am almost dead from illness or fatigue. I grew up seeing sleep as laziness and the easy way out.  While this can be true when sleep and rest are abused, it is important to know that God, in His goodness, truly did think of everything when He set about the magnificence of His creation. There is a time and place for rest just as there is a time and place for work. There must be balance and there must be both. It is important that we work hard and are diligent about the task before us, take time to assess it and take joy in it and then take time to rest and reconnect. It is then and only then that we truly glorify God and understand the simple beauty in the purposeful example He graciously set out for us.
Blessings to you dear friend, as you set about your work, take joy in it and rest this week.
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one more thing...

I know that I have already blogged today, but I thought of something I really wanted to share. I know that this isn't a domestic blog about nutrition or anything like that, but I came across a couple of things that I really wanted to share.

A desire of my heart is to become a Proverbs 31 woman and I believe that part of that is keeping my eyes peeled for good deals, good recipes and good things to make on my own. I love being in the kitchen and am convinced that it pays off in the long run.

Here are a few recipes that I keep on hand that are easy, yummy and pretty kid friendly. Both came from www.allrecipes.com, a website that I swear by. It is great for ideas, user feedback and comments as well as being user friendly. So if you're sick of the same old thing, log on and check it out.
Anyway, here are a couple of keepers that I got from there. Keep in mind--time is a very valuable commodity in my house as is nutrition and both of these fit the bill. Happy cooking!


Play date Granola Bars

• 2 cups rolled oats
• 3/4 cup packed brown sugar (I decrease this to about 1/2 C)
• 1/2 cup wheat germ (I have a 7 grain cereal I slip in instead. If you want, you can omit this altogether)
• 3/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon (Um..we LOVE cinnamon, so I use a lot more than this!) 
• 1 cup all-purpose flour
• 3/4 cup raisins (optional)
• 3/4 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 cup honey
• 1 egg, beaten
• 1/2 cup vegetable oil
• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

We really like chocolate chips for a little treat and then these become dessert as well. 

You can add dry cranberries and any fruit for that matter; white chocolate chips etc or anything else that suits you

1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Generously grease a 9x13 inch baking pan.
2. In a large bowl, mix together the oats, brown sugar, wheat germ, cinnamon, flour, raisins and salt. Make a well in the center, and pour in the honey, egg, oil and vanilla. Mix well using your hands. Pat the mixture evenly into the prepared pan.
3. Bake for 30 to 35 minutes in the preheated oven, until the bars begin to turn golden at the edges. Cool for 5 minutes, then cut into bars while still warm. Do not allow the bars to cool completely before cutting, or they will be too hard to cut.

• Chicken Tortilla Soup
• 1 onion, chopped
• 3 cloves garlic, minced (I use a heaping TBS of the minced garlic I have on hand)
• 1 tablespoon olive oil (butter works too)
• 2 teaspoons chili powder (I just kind of dump it in...if you are not spicy kind of people, you can omit)
• 1 teaspoon dried oregano
• 1 (28 ounce) can crushed tomatoes
• 1 (10.5 ounce) can condensed chicken broth (water with bouillon works well too)
• 1 1/4 cups water
• 1 cup whole corn kernels, cooked
• 1 cup white hominy (we are not fans of hominy and I don't think it really adds to the soup, but it's up to you) 
• 1 (4 ounce) can chopped green chili peppers
• 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, rinsed and drained
• 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro
• 2 boneless chicken breast halves, cooked and cut into bite-sized pieces
• crushed tortilla chips
• sliced avocado
• shredded Monterrey Jack cheese (or any kind of cheese for that matter)
• chopped green onions

1. In a medium stock pot, heat oil over medium heat. Saute onion and garlic in oil until soft. Stir in chili powder, oregano, tomatoes, broth, and water. Bring to a boil, and simmer for 5 to 10 minutes.
2. Stir in corn, hominy, chilies, beans, cilantro, and chicken. Simmer for 10 minutes. (I cut the chicken with a kitchen shears, throw it on a dinner plate, cover it with wax paper and microwave it for a couple of minutes. It cuts on the pan use and it's quick) 
3. Ladle soup into individual serving bowls, and top with crushed tortilla chips, avocado slices, cheese, and chopped green onion.

"An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 

The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 

She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 

She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 

She is like the ships of a merchant; she brings her food from afar. 

She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 

She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 

Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her. 

"Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 

Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. " 

Proverbs 31:10-15, 27-30

Have a great weekend!

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the day I met God in the jungle

The time was 5am. Our destination was the jungle. More specifically, Trinity Evangelical Free Church of the Bassa Tribe. The road we traveled had been washed out and was mostly traveled by those on foot. After five hours of jostling and potholes the size of a small country, we came to the end of the road. We then crossed a jungle river by a log turned canoe that was navigated by a lovely indigenous man who graciously shuttled his white faced guests across. Once across, we were greeted by some very excited children on their way home from school. They accompanied us for a while as we began our journey into the heart of the jungle, but in time it was just us, the sweet song of the birds and the trail. We enjoyed good conversation as we moved quickly along the trail, crossed little streams via small logs stretched from shore to shore and tried to stay hydrated. It wasn't until about two hours into our journey by foot that we heard it...the quiet sound of drums beaten by weathered tribal hands.

Deep in the heart of the jungle quietly existed a small village. The people there were beautifully unaware of the fast paced world just beyond their jungle. They knew no English, no technology and no further education. They did know Jesus. Surrounding their small village existed the great presence of darkness. Demonic darkness. Witchcraft and spiritism invaded the quiet village as evil battled the Spirit of God for the souls of these sweet people. However, in spite of the intense darkness, the presence of Light was profound and captivating.

I entered the bamboo roofed church from the back and stood quietly off to the side as men, women and children entered, moving fluidly to the sounds of the beating drums and the unhindered songs of praise. The only response I had was tears as for the first time, I completely understood that the Spirit of God truly is everywhere. As the reality of His omnipresence settled over me, I realized that our God is not confined to churches built beautifully and adorned with stain glassed windows and velvet lined pews. God doesn't dwell in the rituals of man nor is He only present in the urban churches with large choirs, large pulpits and large ministries. His Spirit is not quenched in the face of darkness or profound evil. In fact, when our hearts are enraptured in His presence, even the darkness is as light to Him (Psalm 139:12).

The truth is, most people on earth will never know these humble villagers. Common society will never speak their language and many, if not all of them, will live and die without ever seeing life beyond their village. The amazing thing is, is that in spite of their 'ignorance' and the darkness that vies for their souls, God is there. God is present and dwells with them.

'O Lord, you have searched me and you know me!

You know when I sit down and when I rise;

you discern my thoughts from afar.

You see my going out and my lying down,

you are familiar with all my ways.

Even before a word is on my tongue, 

You know it completely O Lord.

You hem me in behind and before, 

you have laid your hand upon me. 

Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too lofty for me to attain. 

Where can I go from your Spirit? 

Where can I flee from your presence? 

If I go up to the heavens, you are there!

If I make my bed in the depths, you are there!

If I rise on the wings of the dawn 

and settle on the far side of the sea,

even there your hand will guide me and your right hand will hold me fast. 

If I say, "surely the darkness will cover me,

and the light become night around me,"

even the darkness is not dark to you; 

the night will shine like the day, 

for darkness is as light to you.

Your eyes saw my unformed substance;

all the days ordained for me were written in your Book

before even one of them came to be."

Psalm 139: 1-12, 16

You may not live deep in the heart of the jungle but isolation is something you know well. You may walk the aisle of a lovely church, but the presence of God is a foreign thing to your soul. You may look at your life and feel as though the darkness has become a heavy shroud, hiding you from who you once were and even from the God that created you.

Dear friend, take heart in knowing that there is no darkness greater than the Spirit of God. There is no jungle that He does not know and there is no tribe or tongue that God did not Himself create and does not dwell within.  The future is not a mystery to Him. He knows your days, He knows your mortality. As we seek His heart, as weak and weary as our souls may be, He will be faithful to honor that search. It is impossible to flee the presence of God. He is in the joy, He is in the depths. Just as I quietly entered the small church and stood unnoticed, I pray that you too, would dare to step into the presence of God and allow the beauty of His fellowship and omnipresence revive your spirit and speak to your heart.  

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...and not faint.

'Why do you say, O Jacob,

and speak, O Israel,

"My way is hidden from the Lord,

and my right is disregarded by God"?

Have you not known? Have you not heard?

The Lord is the everlasting God, 

the Creator to the ends of the earth.

He does not faint or grow weary; 

His understanding is unsearchable.

He gives power to the faint,

and to him who has no might he increases strength.

Even youths grow faint and be weary,

and young men shall fall exhausted;

but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;

they shall mount up with wings like eagles;

they shall run and not be weary;

they shall walk and not faint.'

Isaiah 40: 27-31

Regardless of what today holds for you, I pray that you would take heart and know that your way is not hidden from the Lord. He sees every hurt, he sees every sinful thing and his invitation remains. He extends mercy where condemnation resides. He provides strength where there is only weariness. He breathes life into the broken. He pours water over the dry land. As we draw near to the heart of God, confess our need for a Savior, and wait upon Him as we take refuge in the shelter of His wings, our strength will be renewed.

Come and rest. For it is in resting and waiting that you will run and not be weary, walk and not faint. 

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The Choice

The following is one of my favorite excerpts from author Max Lucado's book, 'When God Whispers Your Name'. May your heart be blessed and challenged.

It's quiet. It's early. My coffee is hot. The sky is still black. The world is still asleep. The day is coming. 


In a few moments the day will arrive. It will roar down the track with the rising of the sun. The stillness of the dawn will be exchanged for the noise of the day. The calm of solitude will be replaced by the pounding pace of the human race. The refuge of the early morning will be invaded by decisions to be made and deadlines to be met. 


For the next twelve hours I will be exposed to the day's demands. It is no that I must make a choice. Because of Calvary, I am free to choose. And so I choose.


I choose love...
No occasion justifies hatred; no injustice warrants bitterness. I choose love. Today I will love God and what God loves. 


I choose joy...
I will my God to be the God of circumstance. I will refuse the temptation to be cynical...the tool of a lazy thinker. I will refuse to see people as anything less than human beings, created by God. I will refuse to see any problem as anything less than an opportunity to see God.


I choose peace...
I will live forgiven. I will forgive so that I may live.


I choose patience...
I will overlook the inconveniences of the world. Instead of cursing the one that took my place, I will invite him to do so. Rather than complain that the wait is too long, I will thank my God for a moment to pray. Instead of clinching my fist at new assignments, I will face them with joy and courage. 


I choose kindness...
I will be kind to the poor for the are alone. Kind to the rich for they are afraid. And kind to the unkind for such is how God has treated me. 


I choose goodness...
I will go without a dollar before I take a dishonest one. I will be overlooked before I will boast. I will confess before I accuse. I choose goodness.


I choose faithfulness...
Today I will keep my promises. My debtors will not regret their trust. My associates will not question my word. My wife will not question my love. And my children will never fear that their father will not come home. 


I choose gentleness...
Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice, may it only be in praise. If I clench my, fist may it only be in prayer. If I make a demand, may it only be of myself.


I choose self control...
I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I choose self control. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my faith. I will be influenced only by God. I will be taught only by Christ. I choose self control.


Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will seek his grace. And then, when the day is done, I will place my head on my pillow and rest.
(When God Whispers Your Name. Max Lucado. P.73-75)


"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires." 
Galatians 5: 22-24


May the heart of God be your pursuit today and these attributes be the result. Blessings. 
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passion and pursuit

Our first year of marriage was a bit rocky. My husband would agree. He was expecting sex, candles and lingerie on a regular basis, while I was expecting surprise getaways and romantic notes under my bed pillow. Suffice it to say, as frantic, tired and poor college students, we both came up a bit disappointed. Sure, as frantic, tired and poor dating college students, we somehow managed the romantic dates and sappy love notes, but now that we were Mr. and Mrs. marriage was going to be enough. But it wasn't.

There was a pursuit problem. I wasn't pursuing him and he wasn't pursuing me. I felt neglected and I missed the romance. He felt neglected and wondered why there was still tags on all the black lace hanging in the closet. Did we still love one another? Deeply. However, passion, pursuit and patience were lacking and as a result, we were floundering.

When I think of my walk with God, I think of it much like I do a marriage. For many, we are so focused on the 'experience' of becoming a Christian and saying the sinner's prayer and very little thought or even effort is put beyond that. While that is important, many fail to realize that it in itself is a single event. A wedding of enormous proportion is no more of a guarantee of happiness than a couple standing before a judge in a courtroom, simply because it is what comes after that will show the relationship for what it really is.

'The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;

His mercies never come to an end;

they are new every morning;

great is your faithfulness.

"The Lord is my portion," says my soul,

"therefore, I will hope in Him."

The Lord is good to those who wait for Him,

to the soul who seeks Him.

It is good that one should wait quietly 

for the salvation of the Lord.'

Lamentations 3:22-26

The love of the Lord is not dependant on us--it is eternal. Nothing we could ever do or fail to do will change that. However, just as in a marriage, there is responsibility on our part. It is easy to feel as though we prayed and therefore God ought to act. When He fails to (immediately or favorably) we throw up our fist and say, "I thought you loved me! I am trying to pray just like you command and you are not responding!" The thing is, we approach God the way we approach our spouses--we have the consumer McDonald's approach: What can you do for me right now? Sure, we understand there is cost involved, we wouldn't expect to go to McD's and eat free, but we want it at minimal cost with minimal delay. 

And we wonder why our marriages and our walk with God are less than satisfying.

You see, God is faithful. The fact that the sun rose above the horizon this morning and you have breath in your lungs declares loudly that God is faithful. Sure, there may not be dollars in the bank or clean laundry in the closets, but there is breath in your lungs and light in your eyes. When our hearts are so enamored with God that we pursue Him and wait patiently for Him, it is then our hearts will truly be captivated by His goodness. When our hearts change from, "I prayed my prayer and attended the service, so now you should respond God" to "Oh God, my soul is hungry for you! Grant me grace that I may see your hand and presence in my life today Lord" our lives will dramatically change. 

My marriage radically changed when I stopped expecting my husband to bless me and I began to simply delight in his presence in my life. I started to realize that his presence alone was a blessing and my heart grew content in that. His response to my quiet pursuit of the beauty and simplicity of his presence changed my marriage as well as his response to me. God is the same way. While His love for you will never depend on your pursuit or love for Him, His response to you will. When our hearts are passionate about pursuing His presence in our lives and our portion is found in Him alone, hope will rise as His goodness is lavished upon us. As this week unfolds before you, may your heart wait patiently upon the Lord and find it's delight in His presence. 

Blessings to you dear friend...

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Two is Better. Lessons from a home renovation

A few years ago the house across the street went up for sale. Like any normal people, we panicked. Up until now, it had been an elderly man living there who kept pretty well to himself and enjoyed fresh baked goods when we had some to share. Now it was anyone's guess. You never know what, or shall I say whom, you're going to get. It could be the man with seven large, loud outdoor dogs or an investor looking to establish a condominium community or trailer park. Either way, we kept a nervous eye on the driveway and were praying for a nice family. Shortly after it went up for sale, a husband and wife purchased the land and home, tore down the house and started a new construction. We eagerly introduced ourselves and what started as a brief conversation while swatting mosquitos and swapping introductory information has blossomed into one of our biggest blessings.

The other night, we were tearing out carpet while our children played in another room. It was about -25 degrees Fahrenheit outside and it was getting late quickly. There was a knock on the door and there was Grampa W, our blessed neighbor from across the street. He had in his hand two large scrapers and a smile on his face. We had no idea what a blessing he would be and didn't even think to ask for the help.

The fact is, two is better than one. We need each other. God did not create us to be alone. When God looked upon Adam, He said, "it is not good for man to be alone; I will make a helper fit for him." (Genesis 2:18) If you think about it and read the text carefully in Genesis 1, you will see that God is not a single unit either.

 'And God said, "Let us make man in our image, after our likeness..." ' (Genesis 1: 26a)

You see, before the creation of Adam, 'aloneness' had never existed (Dr. Del Tacket, The Truth Project). God Himself is a community (Father, Son and Holy Spirit--the Holy Trinity) which is why He was referring to Himself in plural form.  Until Adam, there had always been fellowship and when God looked upon Adam it was directly contrary to the very nature of God Himself. As a result, He created Eve, a help mate and partner for Adam.  To live a life of seclusion is directly contrary to the way we were made. 

The truth is, we need each other. God set within us the need for another and that need is real from the moment of birth until the moment of death. If you are staring a possible divorce in the face, bankruptcy, foreclosure, health issue, legal issue, big decision or just another day, don't weather it alone. Our enemy wants nothing more than to keep you isolated, quiet and detached because he hates you. He will swamp your mind with the lies that no one understands or cares or wants to care. He will fill your head with arrogant thoughts like, "I can do this on my own, I don't need anyone..." when in fact, your heart is longing for an ally. He will keep you wrapped in shame so thick that the fear of letting anyone in will cripple you into hiding and withdrawal. I know shame well. Independence, arrogance and isolation had been three companions of mine for too long. It was terrifying at first to admit weakness, to appear vulnerable and to confess the sin and shame that had kept me quiet for so long. The result? Freedom and friendship that I could have never dreamed of and an impact that I never thought possible. 

"Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil.

For if they fall, one will lift him up. 

But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!

Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone?

Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. 

A cord of three strands is not easily broken." 

Ecclesiastes 4: 9-12

"Bear one another's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ."

Galatians 6:2

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Celebrating without you...

Tomorrow is your birthday. It is hard to believe that it has been nearly four years since I last touched you...prayed with you...told you I loved you. Sometimes I have dreams about you and you are there, talking with me in that same manner you always had. I wake up smiling and thank God for your life. In some ways, twenty eight years was not enough, but in others, I knew you were ready to meet Jesus. There are moments that I still cry and it is mostly because I just miss you. I still laugh when I think of the tricks we played on Mom and I smile when I think of our last Christmas together. You would be so proud of your nephew...I tell him about you all the time, especially when he plays with Legos. Your life and your death have taught me so many things and for that I am deeply grateful. In Revelation 22:13 God says, "I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end." There are moments that my mind wanders back to those last days and I wish I could have been there...said something...done something. It is in those times that the Holy Spirit brings me back and gently says, "Tiffany, I was there. I was there the moment he was conceived, the moment he was born and I was there when he took his last breath on earth. I was there when he opened his eyes before my heavenly throne. I am the First and the Last, the Alpha and Omega. Life begins and ends with me. I am holy and righteous in all I do and his length of days on earth were altogether good." I am thankful to have loved you. I am thankful to have been your little sister. I am thankful you loved Jesus the only way you knew how during your brief time on this earth. I eagerly await the day when I can again celebrate your birthday with you. Until then, know we are celebrating without you. I love you. I miss you.

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Where's my belt? Lessons from a home renovation

Jon: "Babe, have you seen my belt?"
Me: "Umm...no. Where did you last see it?" (a perfectly legitimate question by the way)
Jon: "Well..." Thinks for a minute while looking around, "it was in a box on the floor in the living room."
Me: Looking around, making my 'ugly face', "really...a box on the floor huh? That really narrows it down."
Jon: "Perhaps I will just wear different pants."
Me: "Yeah. Good plan."

They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but truthfully, trying to capture the chaos in this photograph is like trying to capture the intense beauty of a sunset over the Grand Canyon with an old school Polaroid camera. Every corner of my home is in a state of unrest. There are boxes and baskets everywhere. Sheets of Sheetrock and rolls of carpet have become fixtures in the common living spaces while our bed is tucked away neatly in a corner of the living room (behind the lovely entertainment stand that has become a toy/book shelf). Our piano and dresser have become part of the dining room decor while the future half bathroom has become more of a utility closet. Some days I can easily remember that this is all temporary while other days I swear I need a padded room. Those days seem to be more and more common.

I have to say that at moments, this is what my heart and head look like as well. I feel as though my emotions are askew and my relationships are far from what they should be. Where there should be harmony there is discord. Where laughter ought to be, most days you will find frustration and disappointment. It is easy for finances to be mismanaged, time to be of short supply and the toilet is always dirty. There are times when it feels as though it doesn't matter how hard you try, you'll still come up a day late and a dollar short.

As I was spending time in God's Word there were a couple of verses that spoke truth to my heart. As I sat amidst the mess and chaos feeling as though my very walls were closing in on me, the words of Apostle Paul and the Prophet Isaiah encouraged my weary heart.

"So we do not lose heart. 

Though our outer nature is wasting away,

our inner nature is being renewed day by day.

For this slight and momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory

beyond all comparison,

as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen.

For the things that are seen are transient,

but the things that are unseen are eternal."

2 Corinthians 4: 16-18

"You [God] will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, 

because they trust in You."

Isaiah 26: 3

"And I am sure of this,

that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion

at the day of Jesus Christ." 

Philippians 1: 6

With tears in my eyes I looked around and thanked God for what He was doing in my heart. I am thankful for His faithful instruction and His correction, even though it hurts sometimes. I am thankful that this is temporary--everything on earth is temporary. Not only is there an end to my chaos, there is an ultimate end to the chaos and strife of earth. I am thankful that although I want the end result now, I am reminded that God still has work to do. As the Master Carpenter, He loves me the way I am but He refuses to leave me that way. When I am weary you can remind me that He is faithful, all of this is temporary and just like my home renovation, His work in my heart will one day be complete. In the meantime, I will stay in God's Word, do my best to encourage others and perhaps I will try to help my husband find his belt. 

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my monday morning prayer

The week is in front of me, unopened and undefiled. I don't know what you have in store for me Lord, but I pray that You would be glorified. I pray that I would take joy in trial (James 1), remain steadfast in all things and that even in joy and plenty, my heart would remain set on you. As the things of earth seek to enrapture my heart, may my heart and mind be stayed on you. Reveal to me the pockets of sin that keep my heart from true companionship with you and may the work of my hands bring you praise and glory. I pray that regardless of the joy or tragedy, success or failure, normal and mundane that await me this week, that evidences of you would be apparent to all as your presence is experienced and your faithfulness is revealed. May others see you through my life this week and be encouraged by your unmerited kindness to this wayward and sinful woman. As a result, may their hearts be drawn to yours and may your spirit guide and direct us as we seek to live lives of obedience and conviction. Father, grant me the peace to accept the things of life that I can not change, the courage and conviction to change the things I can, and the heavenly wisdom to discern between the two. May my love for you grow this week and as a result may my love for others grow as well. 
Thank you for the promise of your presence (Psalm 139) in all things and at all times. I love you; thank you for loving me and thank you for saving me. 
Glorify yourself in and through me on this blessed Monday and through this week.
Amen
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The Weekend Dilema

I don't know about you, but for me Christmas comes nearly every week. Most weeks, Friday is as anticipated as the holy holiday is in my house. We know that Daddy doesn't have to work on Saturday and we can enjoy the family time that is ever so elusive during the bustle of the week, and we eat good food. However, with as much as we anticipate the weekend, there comes with it a certain expectation of rest and productivity. If we are not careful, these expectations can either create hope or dread.

As we look ahead to the weekend with great aniticipation or a bit of dread, I want to encourage your hear with Paul's words in Ephesians 5:

"Look carefully then how you walk,

not as unwise but as wise,

making the best use of time, because the days are evil.

Therefore, do not be foolish,

but understand what the will of the Lord is.

And do not get drunk on wine,

for this is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit,

addressing one another in psalms and hymns

and spiritual songs, singing and making melody 

to the Lord with all your heart,

giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father

in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ,

submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ."

(vv 15-21)

As we approach another weekend, I pray that we will consider what the will of God is for our lives. For many, the will of God is more like an abstract plan that we will never completely understand or even attain. We think of it the way we think of our soul mate--that special someone that is floating around out there and if we are lucky, we may just cross paths. 

I must say that I strongly disagree (I don't believe in soul mates either, but I'll save that for my Valentine's Day post ;) because as we spend time in God's Word, we see that God did not just give us a command without any direction. If we read, we will see that God does indeed give us direction. 

1.) 'look carefully then how you walk' (v 15). This implies action. We are not stagnant, immobile or unproductive. We are moving forward, even if we are in a state of rest. We are being deliberate and intentional. 

2.) 'making the best use of time because the days are evil' (v 16). Time is like money, it is fluid and is always moving. If we don't manage it, budget it and plan it, it will slip through our fingers like a grain of sand. We need to recognize the fact that our days are numbered and the evil that swirls around us needs to remind us that we are indeed mortal men. We will come to the day when we will behold the face of our Creator. For some that may be just moments or days from now, while others may have decades left. When is irrelevant, what is important is how we are preparing our souls for that day. Just as a bride plans for and prepares herself for her wedding day, so we too ought to plan and anticipate that day. How we manage our time will not only give us a better quality of life, but will serve to prepare our hearts to meet Jesus. 

3.) 'Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of God is.' (v 17). That's right--it is possible to understand God's will is! As we spend time in God's Word and our ability to understand and desire God's will will grow and develop. We don't have wander aimlessly through life squandering our time and talents in a feverish attempt to make something out of our lives. Rather, we can strive to live lives of purpose, surround ourselves with godly people and spend time in God's Word. 

4.) 'do not get drunk on wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit...' (v18). Let's remember that Jesus Himself was invited to a wedding (John 2) which gives us the understanding that He was a fun guy. They didn't invite Him for His miraculous abilities, because He had yet to perform any. They simply invited Him because they desired His company. Jesus was the embodiment of holiness and He was fun! Being a Christian and following a life that is patterned after His does not mean wearing floor length skirts, praying 23 hours a day and only leaving the house for church meetings. While we do live by Biblical conviction, Jesus Christ has come that we may have life abundantly . Drunkenness and the foolishness that walks with that lifestyle does not produce the fruit and fulfillment in our lives that God desires. God gives us guidelines to live by, not to withhold good from us, but to care for and protect us. When we stay within these guidelines, our lives will be more fulfilling than any beverage or buzz could provide.

5.) 'addressing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody to the Lord with all your heart, giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ, submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.' (vv19-2) Does  this mean that we need to go around chanting and quoting proverbs as we address one another? No. This simply means that our speech ought to reflect that of Christ. We have a large affect on others through the way we talk, and our talk needs to be edifying the way God's word is. Thankfulness is critical and ought to be woven through our lives and relationships that the scarlet thread that binds. As we live with a heart of gratitude, God will be exalted, people will be encouraged and our time on earth will be greatly different. As we seek to submit to one another, putting their needs above our own, we will stand amazed at the unity and love that will result. 

Oh God that you would lead us this weekend. I pray that you would provide us with a time of fellowship with other believers and that we would come away refreshed and encouraged. I pray dear Lord that we would have heart set on You and that we would have a renewed understanding of Your will for our lives. I pray that you would bless our hearts with productivity, rest and refreshment. Thank you Jesus for Your Word. May we hunger and thirst for it as we do nourishment for our physical bodies. 

I love you Jesus.

Tiffany

If you are anything like me, you go into your weekends with great expectations of rest and productivity. I always find myself Sunday night wondering where the weekend went and how it seemed to slip through my fingers like a grain of sand.